The Will

It takes lots of efforts to keep it and more to exercise on it , they say its like a muscle you have to keep it working to have a strong one . You have to know it's not an easy thing , not an easy thing at all , to have a strong will to do things , some people are born with it , and some gain it, and some try but fail to gain it , and some .. well they don't care about it, but it's needed for work or for anything in the world even if you want to reach a higher level in a game.

But the problem isn't here, it in the levels of the will , see some times you are fired up to do everything, like you've reached the highest level of your willing to do anything you feel like you want to achieve every thing in this exact moment.

There is this point where you cant even wake up early for work , when you don't have the nerve to do anything in your time , you don't want to use it at all , you feel good wasting it , when you have so much waiting to be accomplished on your desk, but when you have a necessity to do it , you do it ,with no tendency to do it! and that is the beginning of the thread, you take it  from here and start pulling , then you lose the nerve again , the you go back trying , then you try and try and... try  yes keep trying , and you are not even close, this sucks, here you lost it again! why am i living i don't want to live now! see some times i wish i had this "off-will" times taken out of my life , no time there to be wasted in some frustration bullshit!

Some people use others as their will charger they have someone they work for , but it's like depending on a broken wall , you cant hang you life on some one's risk , cause if any thing happened to them your will dies again!

but the best part is , the will is like a video game with infinite life times , sometimes a word can lighten up your candle again to use it well , use your time, your effort, your every possible force to get where you want to go , every one of us have his word which can light up his candle again , to get back to life you have to hold it well and use it whenever you lose the will, use it to rebirth your will , and when you lose that word or this someone, remember that your will is only inside , and what ever wrong you do, and wherever you landed in the bottom that's only a chance for you to get back up again! without using any external factor, because this exists in your soul ,just have that in your brain always , wake up early for work, there you have some extra hours when it ends, and don't let that come on your leisure of sleeping times, but when work time comes.. USE IT WELL!
_-_inspired by Mr Ahmed Nabih_-_